Becoming a mom can be filled with joy and excitement but for many of us, the dream of motherhood is just out of reach. Today, we’re talking with Erin Chrusciel about her decade-long, painful journey towards becoming a mom that was all worth it in the end. Erin and her husband, have suffered loss time and time again. But that resilience, combined with medical miracles and the generosity of family has pulled them through. Erin has agreed to share her amazing story with us today because we need to understand the lasting trauma of infertility and the power of hope and love. We’re honored to have her here with us and for those of you that have suffered the loss of a child, we acknowledge that loss and walk beside you in your grief because no one should have to experience that alone or in silence.

Erin shares what it was like to grow up in a big family and her thoughts about starting her own family someday. She also discusses what it was like for her and her husband to wrap their minds around the reality that they might be suffering from infertility.

We discuss global fertility rates and lifestyle changes that might have an impact on couples looking to conceive. Erin shares her experience with everything from IVF to donor eggs and how her family was given a gift from her cousin. 

We also discuss the trauma following loss and the struggle to identify as her daughter’s real mom. Erin shares how she dealt with insecurities and painful comments from well-intentioned people and how she and her husband decided to try again with another round of donor eggs.

Erin talks about the importance of sharing the conception stories with their daughters and reflects on how this journey has changed her. 

We hope you enjoyed this episode of The Messy Middle Road Trip Podcast and know that you are not alone. There is no shame with infertility and when we meet it with an open heart and the ability to truly listen to someone’s story, we help in the healing process

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